lies

you said you loved me
you said you cared
you said you would never hurt me
but all those things where just words you told me
all your words where lies that ment nothing to you
but eveything to me
I couldnt see the lies
but now I can
and every lie cut deeper and deeper
now I feel like every one can see my pain
the cut is so deep I cant hid
all because of you and your lies

trapped

I'm traped in a room with no walls

but there is no way to get out

no one can get in

the room is caveing in

i cant breth with all these people

but I'm all alone

no one care

no one pretendes

plase help me out of this mess you call life

let me breathe

people all around me
they never let me breathe
saying they can save me
if I become who they think I should be

Taking away my freedom
silencing my voice
telling me I can't make any simple choice

I want to scream
that I am me,
I'm not gonna live in their shadow

now I'm making a choice
to use my voice
and be no one but me

my dream

I was walking down the road
just holding your hand
feeling nothing could go wrong

you kissed me in the rain
and everything felt the same
as it had before it all went wrong

I heard you say you love me
and that you would never leave me
you told me your feels were true

I was about to tell you that I loved you
and that i'll always need you
but then a small voice was telling me to wake up
and as I opened my eyes
I knew you were gone